L Amour Fou de Dieu yAl life togetherwooo the end But there is the thing though I was angry with Dumani in this book but somehow I still wanted to keep reading this book maybe because I was hoping she did find the courage somehow or have an happy ending somehow Also writing style is really good and the story pace is good so half points for that Wtf did I just read I bought this book a while ago and I couldn t read it It took me a month to do so I finally got into it I didn t read any reviews on it andes it bothered me that it was written in first personI ll just say I finished this book at work and now I m an emotional mess I read on my phone with the kindle app and I have taken a crap load of notes I am a mess after reading this book Duma lives in a polygamist cult This the only life she knows and she is also in love with a boy The preacher s son Duma s life changes when a virus starts to kill off humanityThere is so much shit in this bookThis is the walking dead mixed with a Western mixed with HBO s big love and TLC s sister wives with love and hip hop and mixed with ueen Sugar Charmed mixed with Iyanla fix my life Along with true blood maybe some twilight and blade Like Na What did I just read There are side characters I m still wondering about Also there wasn t much explanation on Duma s past and how that all fit in with her life There were rushed elements to this book and like most 1st person stories De brevitate vitae you often get lost on who is speaking in that moment Butea I ll read this author again but not for a while This shit got me emotionally drainedSigned by a hater of books written in first person OMG OMG OMG if I could give it ten stars I wouldThis book was sooooooo good I ran the gambit of emotions I had to stop reading for awhile to give my heart a chance to recover from the adrenaline rush from reading certain scenes The end of the book had me crying like a babyJan Jan Untamed wrote an amazing story about apocalyptic end times and how a Signaler un problème young couple and their community survived it The Doomsday Papers was just that Dumani Dare Hamilton s memoirs of her life and times of emotional growth during the viral epidemic We see her character grow from a timid shy abused and over workedoung woman into a very self aware sexual being who refused to share her husband Judea Hamilton with his two other wives he was forced marry Being members of the Saints religious sect similar to Mormons the men were allowed to have as many wives they could take care of The women were just used for men s comforts and procreation After Duma returned from being forcibly researched on to find a cure for the virus for a Un monstre dans les céréales year she found out that Jude did not keep his vow to her This caused her to make poor decisions and become involved with other people and discovering long held secrets to her life Her life comes full circle where she is back to where she first began before the NY2 viral epidemic started She also finds out that she is destined to repeat her mother s life only with a different outcome My heart was overcome with joy that Dumani finally got her HEA with both of the men she lovedThis story was long but very well done It was an excellent plot that I hope I never see come to life Good job Jan Jan I need a minute to regroupreview to comeSome days laterWhenou cant predict the story line Seriously this had me all up and around the corner in my feelings I ended this story with a heavy heart ooohhhhh the emotional ache I feel I feel like I ve been beaten down chil I m just worn the heck out After reading one her books #you gotta read something light and uick to get Nam your mind right beforeou catch ourself #gotta go read something light and uick to get our mind right before Lippenbekenntnisse you catchourself about these characters like they belong to Chasing McCree Chasing McCree you and suddenly findourself washing dishes talking out loud to Impossible Things yourself about scenes in the bookep I did thatThis was a tough one to read but I was so intrigued with this didn t like some of what happen like the whole polygamy thing I cant imagine sharing my man girl Id kill a Oh I just remembered this one part where Dumani goes after one of the Ahhhh Keto Diet for Beginners: The Keto Diet Cookbook with Quick and Healthy Recipes incl. 30 Days Weight Loss Plan you gotta read don t want to spoil it forou man almost couldn t stop myself lol The Author knows how to captivate Wachten op Apollo you like a damn spark Too good to put down sci fi paranormal suspense thriller all rolled into one Action murder love hateou name it this book has it I loved it WOWI the story never wanted to end Some typos but Criminal Juries in the 21st Century: Psychological Science and the Law (American Psychology-Law Society Series) you can read through them If i could give this writer stars i would I m now one of her number one fans keep up the good work D This book took me trough a whole spectrum of emotions and brought me to tears This interesting and significant story is so movingou can t help but root for Dumani As she travels far and wide with her unexpected self discovery she finds herself inexplicably far from home And her love for Jude Hamilton so strong she always finds a way back It is a love story but a painful one that will have our heart breaking right alongside hers This story does has such achingly sweet moments it hurts much when the bad
ONES COME DUMA NEEDED TO FIND come Duma needed to find and who she truly was without a man or the church to decide for her After being raised in a cult of polygamists emotionally and physically abused her tender heart still found reason to love Towards the middle of the book I was proud of her for standing up for herself and not lying complacent after discovering a bit of the world after her previously shelter existence She deserved than empty words of love with no true devotion Why couldn t Jude just keep every promise he made He ran her away into the arms of other men He just couldn t act right after he allowed the church and their beliefs to come between then Finding out she s a witch the whole debacle of meeting Maximino the vampire was a bit of a shock almost as if it wasn t the same storyline any But after that rough patch I felt it blend into the storyline when I figured they couldn t continue on like that Overall I love this story and the character development was astoundingly good even of a little heart breaking had to happen My favorite scenes will always be from the beginning where all Jude and Duma had was each other I initially gave the work 5 starsbut decided after careful reflection that I needed to re think the rating I felt cheated when the theme of witches and vampires were incorporated into the plot I felt cheated because I felt the author took the easy way out and didn t continue on the challenging path she set forth on with the main characters growth Hind our walls men can have six wives and father twenty children The walls are high enough to keep strangers out and keep our secrets in They were not high enough to keep out the sickness or wide enough to keep out death when it came to collect The outsiders called us crazy Uneducated A cult They all died We didn’t just survive we thrived It was during this dark and tragic time that the most unusual thing happened I found love in the most unexpected place Me the unfortunate one.
happy life until their son and everyone around them started dying one by one Living Dumani and her granddaughter alonelife until their son and everyone around them started dying one by one Living Dumani and her granddaughter alone Maximino comes back and they apparently uplifted that omg suddenly witch spell and decided to live their immort. Ing people and burning bodies it all changed me If only my family could see me now They can't see me They're dead Dead and burned in the south field Father used too much gasoline and the fire spread out of control It burned acres of thirsty grapevines and almost took the barn He cried over the grapes but not the two wives and fourteen children we cremated Thinking about the dead makes me sad Thinking about the food that I took for granted makes me sadder Our ways kept us alive Be. I loved this book It s different weird strange funny scary and terrifying and right up my alley The Paranormal the IR Romance and the hot sex scenes the Sci Fi The apocalypse has never been as interest as it was portrayed in this book One of the best books I ve read in a long time Couldn t put it down Duma was one of the strongest female characters I ve read in a while Mino and Judea sounded hot as hell Don t call me don t disturbed be I m reading The Doomsday Papers was my mentality until I was finished this book This one certainly goes on my re read list I felt that this book started off well but then it headed into crazy land I can understand the compelling part about this book but it was not to my taste This is the hard pa My immediate reaction after reading the book I really have to think about this book I mean this is a long long story and there is a lot I mean A LOT going on in this book Heck it s an emotional roller coaster on steroid Major Spoilers aheadWe all have read books or even watch shows about some deadly virus attack that goes out of control and kills half the world s populationmostly it s a zombie apocalypse themed or about some group of city folks survivors trying to endure in the new harsh and raw reality of dystopian future But here is the story from another angle same concept but from a Amish Mormon cult like community point of view particularly from a unpopular dark skinned and overweight girl called Dumani This community is called the Saints They were stuck in the middle of this whole dystopian mess and this story is from Dumani s POV I was very intrigued from the first page onward I was impressed how we were given a glimpse of who this solo girl suppose to be from her brief reflection of her past life just before the story started That was interesting on it s own I m going to be honest I think Dumani is an impressive person I personally don t believe Dumani is a strong person I believe she is very capable of being a very strong and independent women but Dumani s mentality is stuck in the frigid box of I need a man to survive Over and over again in this book we have seen Dumani surviving the impossible and she CAN 100% take care of herself but she always felt the need to feel wanted by man and to be loved I don t blame her because of the cult she grew up in Dumani is coached into believing that a woman absolutely cannot function without a man and if forever submissive to their bidding They have no say whatsoever and they have one main function sex object and baby machine for man Ugh it absolutely disgust me So it s no wonder why she felt like this way You know although unlike other girls in her cult Dumani does have some kind of expose to the outside world it may have NOT been positive expose for the most but Dumani does uestion the happy faces of the free and outside world women She watched and read books so I m so sad that she STILL did not shake the women can be independent and free but she still focuses on the happy pregnant and wifey of the outside world She still stuck in that bubble It also does not help that she is so hopelessly in love with Judea I have such a joystick feelings about Dumani throughout the book I pity her I hated her I wanted to smack the back off her head I wanted to hug her I wanted to help her and I went back to wanting to strangle her Most of the time I wanted to take her by her shoulders and shake her real hard Every time she pine after Judea I felt sorry for her I really do because he is the only guy who showed her some mercy and attention besides her brother Titus Dumani is desperate for his attention and affection that she was willing to look away a lot of nasty things Judea did The only time I strongly felt that Dumani absolutely stopped bullshitting herself and stood up for herself on her own without a man was when they were on the road and she got a canning because she went against her father s wishes to go search for medicine supplies and SAVED all the pathetic Saint dudes that was the one time everyone around her was in shocked including her father and Judea But fuck It did not last long because her father used a dirty trick TO MAKE HER STAY AND JUDEA make her stay and Judea inso her newly found flame was doused to a
"dimmed emberjudea oh boy this dude is one "emberJudea oh boy this dude is one of a messed up SOB Gosh I loved it when he defended Dumani and I loved that he showed her so much affection and love BUT I can t help but wonder if this is all because he have some other agenda that he was hiding He seemed to be loyal to Dumani fierce in protecting her but in the back of my mind I always wondered if he was playing this role because of something secret or only until another set of girls is made available I mean seriously how logical does this sound to ou I will fuck all the town girls as much as I can while my beloved Dumani sits sweating outside the whore house waiting for me and Titus to finish I mean I even have a type of town girls I like to fuck but Dumani is the type I will marry You know that time Judea was so nasty towards Rena I wonder his hostility towards her is because she is exactlty the type of town women he used to fuck and looking at the her now makes him uestion his own judgment of the type of women he used like to fuck and it makes him uncomfortable because it reminds him of that when he suppose to be protecting Dumani Why because Dumani Loyal wife he knows she is fat she is older she is shy and desperate to please him and no man is eyeing her why would he not take her she is a strong women who can bear him loads of kids I do believe he loves Dumani but I also think he knows for sure that he does have an ADVANTAGE over weak Dumani that gives me a loyalty card he thought will never be broken Turns out Judea did fall back to #his old whoring self when other beautiful girls were available to him Despite him acting like a loyal and noble husband #old whoring self when other beautiful girls were available to him Despite him acting like a loyal and noble husband Dumani the moment he saw the drop dead gorgeous virgin Jennifer being offered as his wife I knew Judea was going to take wife He loves Dumani but hey why resist the temptation to fuck not one but two beautiful oung virgin girls who was willing to sleep with him The day he gotten married to the girls and he casually mentions that he already had a uick fuck session with the girls after marriage ceremony BEFORE coming to search for heart broken Dumani says a lot about his character or in his case his true intention Something tells me that if this whole dystopia thing did not happen I doubt Judea wo. It all started with a cough No one knows who coughed or where but it changed everything That cough did what Vladimir Putin and Bin Laden couldn’t do It nearly exterminated the human population and toppled the invincible United States Government It ruined me Before the sickness I was a meek subservient woman I was uiet and useful to my family but I ate than anyone else and I got the most thrashings I was the unfortunate Dare girl The fat one That was before The long journey kill.